Today is red day

Since monday, i havent gathered my self yet bcos of an "office-bigotry" case i experienced in my workplace..sometimes i just wanted to give up and tell myself that my ideas and my efforts are only good for nothing anyway, for the lack of merit from people whom you thought are supposed to be your mentors. I hate to say this but practically one of the reasons why the country is still a "developing" country (since immemorial) and has never been elevated to "developed" is because of some crooked-minded pipol in the government. They run the office as if they own it..they manage people as if they own them..they spend government money indiscreetly as if they earned them. I never thought system was this rotten until i was part of it. I dont know what else to do.. the flame in me..the soul in me..the drive in me to contribute something for the Filipinos was already consumed by my frustration. Now I understand why some people loathed to work in the government. I can never blame them. The system will eat you alive and feel sorry for you're already one of them. Fuck the system!